It's been a long time. Just more than 3 years and 2 months...
It seems, in some ways, that I never smoked. Time's blurring capability has made it such that smoking is just an old nightmare, and old dream... a dream that can be forgotten.
Last night, after a night out taking my daughter to the movies (Alice in Wonderland! how cool!), we walked from the theater after about 10 P.M. Someone was smoking outside and I caught whiffs of freshly-lit cigarette smoke. It smelled sort of faintly good from a great distance - like the sound of an old friend's voice. Then, my non-smoking mind took over and thought, "Naw. You don't need that. It will taste nasty and feel bad. Besides, who wants to break open that old chestnut anyway?"
As I got closer to the smoker and her cigarette, the smell became noxious. My mind then reminded me that it really is nasty, and that the nicotine demon really isn't my friend: it is my MORTAL enemy.
Still not smoking.
Life is very much renewing. A bright Flower now grows in the Garden of my life. My children are finally on the mend. I am making progress towards a better life.
And I still don't want to smoke. Really. I might have one on my 125th birthday... yeah, that's it!
OK, so I've stopped smoking and I exercise more. I watch my food (to see if I like it) - that's another subject, perhaps? Chronicles of simple posts and short observations. Stay tuned and work along with me if you can! Continuing down the road!
Showing posts with label no smoke. Show all posts
Showing posts with label no smoke. Show all posts
Friday, March 26, 2010
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
WOW 875 Days no smokes! And Now I have a job.
Your Quit Date is: Monday, January 22, 2007 at 10:00:00 AM
Time Smoke-Free: 875 days, 20 hours, 10 seconds
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 30654
Lifetime Saved: 7 months, 24 days, 3 hours
I made it through unemployment without having a single smoke (and truthfully, the desire to have a smoke wasn't there, either).
What a great gift to my kids and my family on Father's day...
Time Smoke-Free: 875 days, 20 hours, 10 seconds
Cigarettes NOT smoked: 30654
Lifetime Saved: 7 months, 24 days, 3 hours
I made it through unemployment without having a single smoke (and truthfully, the desire to have a smoke wasn't there, either).
What a great gift to my kids and my family on Father's day...
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
June, 2009 - Still free of nicotine!
863 days, 11 hours, 41 minutes and 51 seconds smoke free.
30222 cigarettes not smoked.
$4,379.73 and 7 months, 20 days, 20 hours of your life saved. (And that was when smokes were about $2.75-$3.00 a pack.)
30222 cigarettes not smoked.
$4,379.73 and 7 months, 20 days, 20 hours of your life saved. (And that was when smokes were about $2.75-$3.00 a pack.)
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