Observations of a Non-Smoker, 4.13.2007

I think that nicotine actually calms nerves and makes deep emotional things less severe. I also think it makes me more patient.

Now, nearly three months nicotine-free, those things are having to be re-learned.

I get mad easier. How can I count to 10 better? Learning...

I get frustrated faster. How can I get myself to be more patient? Learning...

I feel more selfish about the things that are important to me. I love my family more than anything... I need to be there for them, even as a non-smoker. Learning...